I am barreling across China on the Xi’an-Beijing bullet train, watching it all go by—cities, countryside, farmland, and, among the grasses near Zheng Zhou, an awfully close cluster of nuclear reactors. It is day 11 in this most mysterious land; in one day I’ll be on a plane bound for home. I’ve taken pages of notes, snapped a ludicrous number of iPhone photos, talked to strangers and to the eight other travel writers on the trip, listened to our guides, even read about the history, and I’m still not entirely sure of what had happened.
Well, I have an idea.
I have finally visited a foreign country. I have visited a place so thoroughly of itself and to itself and for itself that even as it takes on the trappings of the capitalist west, its true orientation (had to) is revealed in every gesture, every step. This is a world that kept itself to itself, that has erected great walls literally and figuratively over and over again. Here I am a curiosity, and not a terribly interesting one.
Once in a while it really is the trip of a lifetime.